Thoughts
It makes me feel sad because I feel like it's a reflection on my character.
I don't regret my actions. Regret is not something that I frequently experience.
In short, I feel resigned to it.
I feel alone, both because I feel they don't want me, and because I know that my friends will be having fun without me and because I don't have another life setup, as much as I pretend that I do.
I'm scared. I don't know if I can do it.
"And, the trouble is, we don't know who we are instead."