Thoughts
As I continue to be evil, despite not wanting to be evil, I consider many alternate philosophies. I wonder if, perhaps, life is as simple
as doing the thing that you most want to do which will be positive?
I wish I had been exposed to the rationalist position as a young child. I would have described my philosophy as very rational but I imagined the conclusion of rationalism to be very different.
Obviously, I can make logical, rational arguments against Superintelligence or shrimp suffering—and maybe I should—but that's begging the question because even if it is rational, I refuse to say that it's not dumb, and so I can't call myself rational.