Thoughts
I hate myself so much.
One of my few goals before the end of the year is to get all visible minecraft achivements in my survival world.
I'm current on hour 2 of trying to get Over-Overkill. 4 deaths, 2 stacks of rockets. A sheep and a spider killed already.
I just set my standards so so so low. "visible achievements" on my keepInventory world and I can't fricking do it.
My friends are playing on a realm without me because I'm dying over and over again trying to get this fricking mace hit. I'm like BdoubleO except he's good at other parts of the game I have no redeeming skill qualities at all. For the amount of time I've played this game it's pathetic. Pathetic. This is my real-life goal.
But I'm going to keep trying. I don't care about being happy. It's about doing what I want to do and exercising some small part of my will over the minecraft world.