Thoughts
Interesting thought: the fact that I am often disappointed in the reality of relationships or interactions may mean that I’m fantasizing
about the fantasy parts of relationships. I’ve said before that I’m unwilling to lower my standards, but maybe it’s not about lowering my standards, maybe it’s about not wanting or not valuing *the part* of a fantasy relationship that I do. I’m always going to want that perfect relationship, but maybe I can have the most important parts of perfection instead of the most attractive parts.