Thoughts
I just can’t do it. I can’t talk to people now and I can’t talk to people for the rest of my life and I don’t even know.
It’s just everything. Like physically I’m high strung and stressed right now and absolutely nothing is happening. This is like clinical anxiety, right? Absolutely nothing is going on, I need to put stuff away in the refrigerator, let me do that.
Okay that’s done. I got a drink too. I’m so stressed though. I can’t take it. My life is just over. There’s nothing going on. I feel like I’m going to throw up or start crying. Maybe this is normal. People have bad days and sad nights. I’m just so lonely and so isolated.