Thoughts
I just finished Turtles all the way down, the first John Green novel I've ever read. Aza's compulsions are morally bad but they're something
that she has to live with. If you want to look at it this way, it is morally wrong for someone to dig their fingernail into their skin until it bleeds. But Aza cannot do the morally correct thing. And it may not be obvious, but there are lots of mistakes in my life that I see through the same lens. I made a mistake at work, that's wrong, and I don't want to accept a moral system that says "it's morally neutral to make mistakes." But the mistake is "okay" not because it's morally neutral but because I have to live with it.