Thoughts

-Frost It's so hard to fail. It's so hard to not be able to do the thing that you want to do. It feels so bad to not want to do it. but that's okay. it's okay to make mistakes and to fail and to not try and to mess things up and make them worse. It's going to happen. And life is going to go on. Part of who I was was that I was unable to admit that it was okay to do something wrong. It'd say, "but it's wrong." But "okay" doesn't exist in the middle of a good-bad scale. Like, look. There are things that are morally bad that you have to live with. That's super super crushing for me to realize, because I thought that if everyone made morally correct decisions we wouldn't have morally bad things.