Thoughts
I hate myself so much. SMASH doesn’t work. I hate Rust and Tauri. I think someone should stab me.
There’s an interesting mathematical paradox. If you have a 60% chance of winning and doubling your money and a 40% chance of losing everything—an odd sort of casino where the odds are in your favor, you should make money, right? Your expected winnings are positive. For any finite amount of time. But if you keep playing until you run out of money, if your only stopping condition is losing, then you’re trapped there until you lose and you’re broke.
And sometimes that what I feel like life is like no matter how good you are at making software if you keep making software until you can’t anymore then you’ll stop after something you can’t do and you’ll lose. ggs. RIP.